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♠ The Dango
JANE♥ Currently doing Pastry and Baking. First cried in 22nd Nov. I♥Apple tea. |
♠ Dango Buddies
Carin.Chen Hui. Joanna. Laura. PanLiang. QianYi. Renee. Tessa. WeiJian. |
♠ Dango Music
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♠ Dango Talk
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Sunday, December 27, 2009 ♠
Sunday, December 27, 2009
hihi...it has been a long time that i didn't post le. recently, days gets worser and worser???I dunno? Haiz...my 'N' level makes every disappointed. Everyone gave me hope but i let them down. I was blaming myself for giving up on my art. If i didn't give up, i had already pass with flying colours. Haiz...It's very hard for me to let go everything now. I nid time to accept the facts. on results day, I really feel like taking a knife and stab myself because i really really really can't forgive myself...I dun even no whether should I retain or not retain...But after receiving encouragments and comforting by those people around me, I decided to give it another try next year because I believed that I can do it. Sigh...my mother is not going to come back anymore. I really hope that things will change back to normal and MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN ONE DAY. Actually if my mother were separated with my father, i think it's better cause if they 2 met up together, they wil end up fighting and quarrelling. So, i would rather they not be together. It benefits the both of them. Although my mother is not around me, i will still look for her someday. I think she had suffered a lot and now she can't even meet up with 3 of her daughters...haiz...I really dun understand why i have this type of family...at least let me have a proper family. I dun mind if both of them are pauper. I just want my family to reunite one day. Went to eat steamboat with my aunt, cousin, mother and 2 sisters last week. We went to sembawang, fatfish steamboat to have our dinner. The meal was great hahas...we ate for like 2 hours???and i think i ate he most down there :). We left the place at 9+? My mother alighted at marsiling and we alighted at lot 1. My aunt, 2 sisters and me went to lot 1 NTUC to buy tibits. hahas...After buying, we took bus 300 and headed home. reached home around 10+, watched tv, wash up and went to my lala land :)
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