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♠ The Dango
JANE♥ Currently doing Pastry and Baking. First cried in 22nd Nov. I♥Apple tea. |
♠ Dango Buddies
Carin.Chen Hui. Joanna. Laura. PanLiang. QianYi. Renee. Tessa. WeiJian. |
♠ Dango Music
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♠ Dango Talk
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Moody day... :(( ♠
Friday, February 3, 2012 ♠
Friday, February 03, 2012
Why is it always like this?? I put in so much effort into the notes... I literally sat in front of my desktop for 10 hours.. 10HOURS?!?! Not 1 hour !okay?? 10 hours itself is giving me headache already.. So what?? Headache is a small thing.. Whether my kids will receive the manual I did was the major issue I'm facing.. Honestly I should be enjoying my holiday and not stress myself like I did in the past. However I did not... WHY?!?! Cause I'm afraid that my kids will not received the notes I've prepared for them.. I don't mind sacrificing for them. Burning out late at night to prepare notes for them.. I finished the notes at 2am. Sense of satisfaction achieved. However, the pain was excruciating ... Even when I lay down, I could feel a sharp pain in my head.. Sometimes I just blamed myself for being so committed to RC... I should have listened to my Aunt and quit... I didn't tell her that I'm joining VIP.. Serve me right.. I could have discussed with her . If I did, I might not be in this state right now... It's not I want to say bout my unit.. What they say to me is really disappointing.. Sometimes I received comments like "fuck you" , "you failed your first-aid" , "you are not qualified as a first-aider" , "you're a useless VI". Imagine you're a VI, you did so much for them and this is what you get in return.. How would you feel?!?! Hais... No matter how angry, demoralized or upset I am with my kids, they are still my kids afterall. I still have a long way to go with them. What I need now is to cool down and do some self-reflection.. |
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