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♠ The Dango
JANE♥ Currently doing Pastry and Baking. First cried in 22nd Nov. I♥Apple tea. |
♠ Dango Buddies
Carin.Chen Hui. Joanna. Laura. PanLiang. QianYi. Renee. Tessa. WeiJian. |
♠ Dango Music
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♠ Dango Talk
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Aimless Goal. :(( ♠
Tuesday, July 3, 2012 ♠
Tuesday, July 03, 2012
Honestly, up till now, I still cannot accept the fact that I failed my Os that badly.. I always think that 31 Points was only a dream, "DREAM". However, it wasn't, and will NEVER be.. No matter what, I still have to pick myself up and accept the fact because FACTS will never change.. Sigh... Whenever I see Poly or JC students, I will always look down on myself.. Looked down on myself is not because I'm stupid but stubborn.. Why do I say that?? I remember myself burning out day after day.. Made myself listless the next day.. Despite all the advices that teachers gave, I ignored it and continue burning out.. What happened the next day?? I was too tired to the extent that my brain couldn't function as well as per normal.. My mind was totally blank.. I believe if I don't repeat the same mistakes again, I'm able to excel and my family will never look down on me anymore.. I remember my ambition was to be a psychologist. To help those who need help more than others.. Unfortunately, I didn't make it for my Os.. Frankly speaking, I chose a course which does not interest me.. Why I take up Pastry Course is because of my Aunt. I know she loves pastry line and I hope I can be like her just to repay my kindness and show my gratitude to her. No matter how much I dislikes my course, I will make myself to fall in love with it. Maybe I'm not a study kind of person... This is my FATE and FATE will never ever change too.. I've no one to blame but there is one word which I will never forget. 'REGRET'. |
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